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Name: Traci
Aliases: Iaryávië, Pippin Depp, Elysium, Dolenmorgűl, Hermione, Trac~I, Satyr, Sparrow...
Ethnicity: Asian
Email: always_johnnydepp@yahoo.com
AIM: pyratezlyfe4me
YIM: always_johnnydepp
Fanfiction.net: KiNGz-FAn-16
Future Profession(s): actress, writer/journalist, director
Marital Status: "technically" single
Hobbies: acting, singing, writing (songs, poems, short stories, whatever), playing piano, watching TV/movies, hanging/talking with friends, the Internet...
Favorite Actor(s): JOHNNY DEPP, Daniel Radcliffe, Billy Boyd, Viggo Mortensen, Orlando Bloom, Gregory Smith, James Marsters, Jason David Frank...
Favorite Actress(es): Keira Knightley, Reese Witherspoon, Amber Tamblyn, Miranda Otto, Emma Lahana...
Favorite Author(s): JK Rowling, JRR Tolkien, Nicholas Sparks, K.A. Applegate, William Shakespeare (ok, he's a playwright, but still)...

And that's all for now, but there'll be more!










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You Are Gilbert from
"What's Eating Gilbert Grape?"

You are very giving and self-sacrificing. You're always there to lend a helping hand to family and friends. However, this generous nature often robs you of fulfilling your needs and desires, and may cause you to become resentful. Find a way to balance your kindness with your independence.

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My obsession with the wonderful Johnny Depp began when I was in 7th grade and watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape in Literature class (thank you, Mrs. Hine!)...

Sure I've heard the name "Johnny Depp" casually mentioned here and there but I had never seen him act before. I didn't dislike him, but I didn't love him either. Well, What's Eating Gilbert Grape changed that. As the movie started and Johnny walked onscreen for the first time I remember thinking to myself, "Oh he's pretty hot." And by the time the movie ended I was in love.

Months upon months passed on endlessly and Johnny's career was quiet. The hits Chocolat and Sleepy Hollow were released and all was quiet and it seemed it would be that way for a long time until the wonderful Pirates of the Caribbeam: Curse of the Black Pearl came out and Johnny's career sky-rocketed him to a bigger fame than he ever imagined but us fans knew was coming.

I've seen almost every Johnny movie and I love each one. My blog buddy Chelle puts it best when she says: "...the genuine.. non conformist.. shaggy haired.. high cheek boned.. deep voiced.. dark eyed..utterly talented.. melancholy.. wise.. aware.. .Johnny Depp...*sigh*..."

The now is-->4.1.2004 at 10:59 pm
Kelly & Clay Concert

Today is April Fools Day...Teehee, what fun! I'm supposed to be working on my Works Cited page for my speech due tomorrow, but I thought I'd drop in quickly to say hi...

Last night was the Kelly Clarkson and Clay Aiken concert at Arco Arena. I went with Liz (you're awesome!) and it was sooooooo much fun. The opening act was the Beu Sisters and I think I might buy their CD because they're pretty good...Anyhoo, Kelly was good. I was hoping she wasn't going to sing "Miss Independent" or "A Moment Like This" though because those songs are so overplayed...Well she did but the other songs she sang from her CD were my favorites so I was happy! ^^ And then...*drum roll* came CLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His entrance was so awesome...He entered from the audience! My friend Stephanie who went was going to the restroom and she saw him getting ready to enter and she was, like, 5 feet away from him. OMG! Anyhoo, he was awesome...BUT HE DIDN'T SING "THIS IS THE NIGHT".......I was so mad! I thought he would, seeing as how Kelly sang "A Moment Like This"...And he didn't sing Liz's fave song "Touch"...but he DID sing all of his other awesome songs and it was so much fun listening to him because I love him! I even got a t-shirt and poster. Woohoo!

Now the tragedy...

The concert ended at 10:30...As soon as it was over, Liz and I ran out to where the tour busses were and where Kelly and Clay would come out of the backstage area. We were waiting for them and soon a crowd gathered. It was around 11:00 I think when these drunk guys started causing this huge fight and all this problem shit that the cops came so lots of people left after that but Liz and I stayed. We waited...and waited...and waited...I swear it was almost 30 degrees outside or something cuz it was cold and the security guards just stood there making sure none of us "got out of hand"...Well, around 11:00 though Jacob came out. Jacob is one of the backup singers. He's done backup for loads of famous people before. Liz and I started calling to him and we didn't think he'd come over because although we were up front, we were farther away than the crowd opposite us...BUT HE CAME OVER! And we talked with him for a bit, shook his hand (I started the trend!), and told him he'd be famous and we'd be the first to get tickets to his concert. I swear, he was so awesome!

So where was I? Oh yes...now it's around 11:30, still freezing cold (poor Liz she had flip-flops on...T_T), and there was about a third of the original crowd that was there...All of the crew and band were getting on the tour bus now, getting ready to go so we figured Kelly and Clay would be coming out soon. So we waited. About 5 or 10 minutes before midnight we saw a white van with tinted windows drive into the backstage area and come out a little before midnight and it just drove off after the tour bus.

Kelly and Clay were gone.

They left in the white van. They didn't even wave bye or anything. They just...left.

OMG LIZ AND I WERE PISSED OFF...................WE WAITED A LITTLE MORE THAN 2 HOURS FOR CLAY TO JUST EVEN COME OUT AND WE WERE ONE OF THE FEW REMAINING FANS WAITING AND IT WAS COLD AND WE HAD SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY (today) AND I HAD A CAMPAIGN SPEECH TO GIVE EVEN AND WE WERE TIRED...

Total, we got 4 hours of sleep. I was in such a bad mood this morning until I got my Snapple at break. It had caffeine. Caffeine is good. Although I fell asleep in some classes...Luckily the people I sat around were nice about it. Good thing.

The concert overall was awesomely phenomenal but I'm pissed that Kelly and Clay would just leave like that when there were not that many of us out there.

Sigh, but enough about that...the concert rocked though!

Janelle and I gave our speech for Class Historian today...It was fun! I think we did a good job. People seemed to like it. Well, we vote on Monday...Continue wishing us luck! I'll laugh if we win because our campaign was so weird...But it'd be cool if we won!

Well I better go finish this Work Cited stuff and GO TO SLEEP because I'm still tired...Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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The now is-->3.30.2004 at 8:08 pm
Nothingness

Sigh, I'm bored. I should be researching but I can't. I get distracted too easy...

TOMORROW'S THE CLAY CONCERT WITH LIZ!!! I'm excited...^^

And yippeee the song Liz wrote has a tune. It sounds cool. I gotta post the songs on my site...I'm just so lazy! Oh and this is exciting...I made a moving Power Rangers buddy icon for AIM! I'll put that on the site too hehe...

I've still got "True Love" stuck in my head...

Wait! No! I have to focus...Gotta do that research!...

Nothing much to say now. Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië


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The now is-->3.29.2004 at 8:50 pm
Back!

Well I'm at home now...Sorry about that last post...I had to go cuz Mr. Reel was getting suspicious. Hmm teachers often get suspicious of me. Probably cuz I'm not paying attention...Interesting...

Janelle and I think are campaign for today was successful! We found out one group dropped out last week, we just didn't know about it. But now we're only competing with two other groups so that's good. I'll be surprised if we win but I hope we do.

I'm doing research for my persuasive essay in Lit. B. Miss Bowers is letting me do my topic about the absurdity of Anti-Harry Potter groups. Woohoo! Oh and I have to research for this Sex and Spirit project...I'll do that. Oh yeah I've gotta burn those CDs and re-print that script and CRAP I WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL SOMEONE LIKE 4 HOURS AGO.................................................

Sigh. Too much stuff to do.

Oh as I was saying I've got this song stuck in my head...I've had it stuck in my head since Saturday when I first heard it...It's from DinoThunder, LOL. Hey, remember that Digimon 04 obsession Clare, Cait, Haley, Em, and I got into back in 8th grade. Well this is like it...LOL. But hey, Tommy's back so of COURSE Na and I watch DinoThunder! And c'mon they film in New Zealand. How awesome is that! Anyhoo the song is the one Kira (yellow ranger) played by the AWESOME Emma Lahana sings in "Diva in Distress"...It's called "True Love" I think...Here's the lyrics:

Best friends
They come and go depending on your highs and your lows
My best friend decided not to be there when I needed her the most
You said you'd be there for me
Then why did you lie to me
Using me to get what you want?
Then I couldn't believe it happened
No, I couldn't understand

True love walked out the door
Couldn't take it no more
True love
It broke my heart
You make my whole life sore
He said he'd be my baby
Then why did he betray me?
Temptation got to his head
Then I left him, yeah
And this is what I said

It feels like it's gonna be okay
(It's gonna be okay)
It feels right
It just feels that way
(It just feels that way)
It feels like
It'll be a better day
Cause I believe that in the end
Good things are coming my way

Aw I like that song! It's all angst-y but awesome, y'know? Here's the chorus for the song Kira sings in the beginning...I only know the chorus cuz that's all you hear her sing...The episode starts with her singing the chorus and ends at the end of the chorus so yeah...Anyways here it is. It's called "I'm Over You" I think:

I'm over you
Better believe it's true
Oh I see in your eyes all the times that you lied
I'm over you
I'm over you
Darling, I'm done, I'm through
You can say it again that you wanna be friends
But when we get to the end it's true
I'm over you

I've got all these cool lyrics to write down...I'll post those two songs on my website (Pippin's World) later...Oh and Liz's song! OMG I love it. I wonder if it has a tune...Does it Liz??? Here are the lyrics:

ALL FOR THE SAKE OF THE ORDER ~ IN MEMORY OF SIRIUS BLACK

You stand there like it’s any day

You talk on about his life

You tell me that these things are tragic

And that I’ll heal in time

But all this suffering all this fighting

You keep telling me

Chorus:

That it’s all for the sake of the Order

All for some stupid order I don’t believe in

All for the sake of the order

What happened to the sake of my sanity?

You tell us that his cause was noble

That he died an innocent

That he could have been saved

And that what he did set him free

From all his suffering all his fighting

And that he died

Chorus:

All for the sake of the Order

All for some stupid order he chose to believe in

All for the sake of the Order

Why did he have to die in vain?

Your words make no sense

You go on about how he loved life

He loved me

And that his sacrifice

Can save million everywhere but so far

There’s more death than life

Chorus:

But it’s all for the sake of the Order

All for some stupid order you chose to fight for

All for the sake of the Order

What happened to all of us here who are dying?

All for the sake of the order

What happened to the pain of my mourning?


Well gotta go now...I'm posting those three songs on my website later! Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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Shhh...

I'm at school right now. But I'm not supposed to be because it's class time. Well, I won't tell if you don't tell!

Our campaign is going awesome...I think we're really doing a good job...

I've got this song stuck in my head...I'll finish this later. The teacher's getting suspicious!!!

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The now is-->3.28.2004 at 8:05 am
The Brave

So there's this Johnny movie called The Brave...It was directed by him and he helped adapt the screenplay from the Gregory McDonald book The Brave, which I am currently reading. I've been wondering for the longest time why it hasn't been released in the U.S............Well, I'm reading the book now. I know why it hasn't been released here.

It's too controversial.

The Brave is about an Indian named Rafael and he and agrees to "star" in a snuff film that would pay him thirty-thousand dollars. He agrees to do it because he needs the money for his wife and three kids because they are really down on their luck and plus he doesn't grasp fully what a snuff film is. I'm halfway through the book right now...

In the beginning of the book, there's a foreward by the author which tells the reader that chapter c (the third chapter) is very hard to read and he wishes he didn't have to include it in the book, but he had to because it shows reality...It also said that the reader could choose to skip over it. I thought, "Oh, I can handle it. I've read/seen probably worse."

I was sitting in the library reading the first pages of chapter c and I felt like I was going to throw up. O. M. G. I just could NOT read it anymore. So about 3 or 4 pages into chapter c, I flipped to the next chapter. I felt a mixture of sickness and sadness. I couldn't believe what was happening. It's a very captivating book but at the same time it's so shocking that it just blows you away what's happening to Rafael.

Anyways, on a lighter note--

Na took the SATs yesterday.

But even better--

Power Rangers is coming back to it's original state! Yippeee! LOL. This is sad. Na and I were so obsessed with Power Rangers when we were little and now that Tommy is back, we're obsessed again. LOL. Well, doesn't hurt to be a kid!

I'm going to the Clay Aiken concert with Liz on Wednesday! I'm excited. Clay RULES!

Well gtg now. Wish me and Janelle luck on our campaign this week for class office! Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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The now is-->3.21.2004 at 5:14 pm
Secret Window

I saw Secret Window today...(We didn't go yesterday.) OMG IT IS SO FREAKIN' AWESOME BEYOND WORDS. The novella was good; the movie--better. I loved it. It wasn't, like, CREEPY-CREEPY, but it was creepy.

I got my report card on Friday for Term 2...

Catholic Christianity--A
Art--B+
Algebra 1--A
Physics--B
Writing 1--A-
PE--A
Spanish 1--A

My GPA this term was 3.73, so now my overall GPA is 3.71...A DEFINITE improvement from last term. I'm really surprised about my PE grade. Last I checked before the final, it was a C...I must've done REALLY well if I got an A. Surprising. And I actually got by Art with a B+...Amazing...Miracles really do happen...

Uhm...I'm really wrecked about campaigning for Class Office...Janelle and I are running for Historian. I don't know why I'm so nervous about it...I don't even know WHY I'm nervous. Aren't I the girl who ran for office from 4th to 8th grade...AND WON??? I mean, I left a legacy behind, what with my 8th grade campaign (which was the best of my campaigns...I had kids chanting my name in the hallways!) and I should have confidence but it's different in high school. Hopefully Janelle's more confident than me. I think I'm just nervous about the fact that it's a popularity contest and there might be a duo running against us that's ultra-preppy/popular. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that there's no one.

Well gtg work on my website. Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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The now is-->3.20.2004 at 12:28 pm
Lyrics

I think I'm just bored right now. Not as blaahhh as yesterday. Which is a good sign--on some levels. I'm listening to Billy (Boyd) sing and I'm gonna go see Secret Window later today.

This song is from pandemoniumfromamerica. It's is written and sung by Dom(inic Monaghan), guitar by Buckethead, bass by played by Billy (Boyd), keyboard by Travis (Dickerson), rhodes by Henry (Mortensen), percussion by Elijah (Wood), and drums and piano by Viggo (Mortensen)...

"Shadow"
Written and performed by Dom

You said you needed some space
I'll give you space
You said you needed some space
Space? Space?
Yeah right. Space.
I'm coming for you.
I'm the shadow in the corner of the room.
I'm the reason you feel sick in the morning.
I'm the panic attack at the end of the day.
You needed some space, huh?
I loved you.
Now you're gone.
And I see you everywhere.
Oooooh ah.
Oooooh.
Space.
Space.

Oh and it sounds sooooooo good when Dom sings. ^^ Well gotta go now. Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië


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The now is-->3.19.2004 at 10:15 pm
It Couldn't Get Any Worse--Oh Wait...

I feel like a puddle. And not the good kind. (Is there a good kind of puddle? I highly doubt it.)

So let's rewind a couple of days ago to one of my older entries and I quote (from me):

"OK I changed my monologue. Yes, bad thing to do seeing as how auditions for Advanced Drama ARE TOMORROW. This is the FOURTH time I've changed it...I just can't seem to get it right! But I've gotta memorize this new one tonight. Luckily, I memorize fast. 27 people are auditioning. I heard she's only gonna let in about 22. I can bet ya I'm part of the group of 5 people who get cut. Which would suck. I'd be devastated. But hey, my life's devastating."

Auditions were this past Tuesday after school. Apparently she cut 6 people. I dunno, the "official" list came out today...See, Drama Workshop is a one-term course. The pre-requisites to try out for Adv. Drama are either Drama Workshop or Theatre Arts, which is the year-long course. Natalie and I were the only people from Drama Workshop to try out. Well, we got notes YESTERDAY in Homeroom telling us thank you for expressing interest in Adv. Drama but we didn't have enough knowledge of the state and that we should consider taking Theatre Arts next year. In other words, "You're not qualified, you suck, goodbye."

So here I am wallowing in self-pity. OK, my friends who are reading this are probably thinking, "But she's acting so okay about it at school..." And I am. Because I don't want people to feel sorry for me but the fact of the matter is (and only one person really knows this) but I'm really upset. I mean...I was already feeling bad enough and now I feel worse. I thought that I could really excel in this. Na (my sister) and Emily (L) excel in art, Zoe and Emily (C) excels in dance, Manda and Heather and Liz excel in choir, Janelle and Jennifer and Katie excel in academics...The list goes on forever. So where the hell do I fit in? I don't excel in anything. I suck at art...I'm not that great at dance...Maybe I'm not horrible at singing but I'm definitely not super...And I'm okay in academics but compared to Na and everyone else, I'm bad. Although on my report card I got 5 A's and 2 B's...But that's not really excelling, is it?

I'm just not good at anything. I guess I always knew that. I guess I always knew I was pretty bad at things but this is just a real blow. But I have to act okay at school because...I just have to. No one's supposed to know how I really feel. I've always masked how I felt about things like this. What's stopping me now from shutting everyone out?

Does anybody even notice? Doesn't anybody even care?

Everything's just going wrong. There's all this stuff with people and family and I dunno...I try. I really do. But I'm just horrible. I can't shake off the feeling that I am a horrible person. Maybe it's because I am (don't deny it) and I'm coming into the full realization that I don't deserve anything I have in my life. I don't deserve the great friends I have because I'm just such a horrible person. And why am I even stressing...Isn't that the reason I'm such a mess, both mentally and medically.

And now I've just heard Dad talking. Wow, he really has something against me and Na. At least Na. He treats us like we're living in boot camp.

Anyways, I feel worthless enough so I'm just gonna go now. Adios, au revoir, and ttyl.

Signed,
Iaryávië

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The now is-->3.17.2004 at 7:51 pm
Ugh...

Today was just blah. It was just...another day.

We had Workshop for our Shakespeare scene today. It was also the first time we'd be showing out scene to Melissa. So naturally Janelle and I wanted it to be as good as it was at auditions. O. M. G. OK I'm not mad at our scene but the first time we ran through it today..............What was that??? Everything just went wrong. I've never seen us do our scene so...beginners-level. I was apalled. And it was embarassing, really. From the expression on Melissa and Zhani's faces...The second time we ran through it was better but overall...OMG I don't know what to say. Like I said, I'm not mad at the people in our scene. I'm just shocked at what happened onstage today. Maybe it was just the fact we haven't practiced at all this week. Or I dunno. Janelle and I blame ourselves. As directors, we feel responsible for not scheduling practice. But I understand people were probably having off days...I mean, we all have them, no?

So Dad was messing with the computer today...He deleted a bunch of IMPORTANT files and now our computer is doing weird things. That's just peachy...Geez it's annoying...

Well nothing much more to say...Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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The now is-->3.16.2004 at 8:27 pm
A Day Like Any Other Yet A Day So Extraordinary...

Look Emily, I'm UPDATING! LOL.

Today was rather eventful yet boring. It's weird how a day can contradict itself like that.

Hmm, I'm not liking Dance class. I seriously wish I could've done...I dunno, something else!

So what happened today that makes it eventful/boring?...

Dance class--Three words: Driving. Me. Crazy. Especially this one girl who is just grr.....Extremely obnoxious.

But then apparently my present from Janelle and Jennifer arrived from North Carolina today! OMG it was awesome! It was a pillow case with Captain Jack Sparrow on it and at the top it said JOHNNY DEPP and at the bottom it said HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACI, SAVVY?! I was soooooooo excited when I saw it. It's awesome!

Then Janelle and I picked up our applications for Class Council. We're running for Historians together. I hope we win...

After school was auditions for Advanced Drama. OK so you know how I changed my monologue last night? Which I now realize it was a baaaaaad thing to do. (But I memorized it quick, so I was okay with that.) So I went 5th for auditions. I walked in, handed them the form they had me fill out about past drama experiences, etc. and they asked me some questions about the productions I've been in. So then I introduced myself and my monologue and started. I skipped a line or two, but that's okay. After I was done I was excited. So I thought, "Is that it? Good..." But then they asked me to perform my monologue as if I was a famous snooty actress. So I did, messing up a bit as I went along. Then they asked me to perform it as a person who didn't really care, which was complete opposite of my original character. So I did, again messing up a bit here and there. Then they asked me my character's intentions and reasons and I did well explaining that cuz they were smiling afterwards. Then I was done. I hear they're only cutting two people. I think I'm on that list. I dunno. The results are out Thursday. Sigh...

On top of that the even MORE stress of Cienna. I think Manda's about to go crazy. She was really getting annoyed today at lunch. Apparently, Mo had to sort of tell her off.

So that was my day. Some good, some bad...Zoe wasn't at school so I couldn't give her the magnets...And Rachel and Manda were pretty supportive after school about my monologue while I was freaking out. And so was Natalie. Well, gotta go now. Adios, au revoir, and ttyl!

Signed,
Iaryávië

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