So...back to school tomorrow. I'm kind of looking forward to it, kinda not.

I've been keeping myself busy lately. Trying not to worry about the downside of school. And trust me, there are plenty of downsides, you know...I just don't wanna get caught up in whatever drama is trying to unfold itself. I am just NOT interested in playing this game of immaturity. I wish all the bad stuff would go away. I wish there wasn't that person there trying to make everyone feel inferior. I wish--

Wait, we've been through this wishing stuff before haven't we? Yeah...probably have. I need to focus on the present. Not think back. But I'm over it. Whatever. I just gotta remember that there are people in life who suck and that I have to deal with it. I need to focus on the important things: my family, my friends...my life. I need to be in control of my life. If I spiral away like I did 2 years ago, it's over. I've gotta be in control of what happens in my life but at the same time, I don't wanna let down my friends. That's the problem sometimes...I try to help my friends TOO much but I don't want them to get annoyed at me and I'm pretty sure some of them are annoyed at me. I want to make things okay...

Hmm, there are a lot of things I want to happen. Like world peace? LOL.